Still Alive

mumbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jumbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! 

bluppy blupppy bloooop dilididididididi

how are you ladies and gents?

clears throat/

i am having my holiday

and i am spending it wisely , wink wink if ya know what i mean hehehe

if you consider sleeping in, cuddling inside my blanket, staying on my laptop for almost 24/7, and consuming millions, not millions but a lot of snacks ,wise then, yep!

currently jamming on big bang's songs 

my heart and head went on this huge battle whether or not i should go to their concert this September in singapore. i mean hell shit this is big bang. and i don't and won't forgive myself for not going nuts last year on Korean Music Wave. i was actually pissed cause the whole stadium got up from their seats and sang with them. i mean why didn't they do the same for Ft Island :-( you nasty people

but nonetheless i had a great time. how i missed going to concerts. it's not like i've been to a lot......

my very first concert was Usher in KL, and then there's U-Kiss in Brastagi, then U-Kiss again in KL then Korean Music Wave. bbbbuuuuuuuuut in 1 week! i am going to BNO. i can't believe this!!!!!!! :) #happything

okay enough.

so wadddddddddup.

i actually went to Singapore last week or last 2 weeks i can't remember.

no pictures just brought fats back with me. wait, i did took some.

uh forgot what it's called, had this in Sentosa Crockford Feng Shui and they have the best siomay too!

but damn it this this this this precious little food is soooooooooooooooooo mind blowing.

you should really really really really try these.

not only it is delicious i think it looks cute too

agh forget it.

any foods are cute for me <3

uh uh i had chinese for like 2 days straight

AND nothing beats Imperial Xiao Long Bao. i always have a thing for dim sums! *Q*

i can't believe it i am not buffering any videos right now or watching movies or reading fanfics. 

becaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaause the great Elaine is working on a blog header.

why bother actually

but i should write more in english and talk more too

i find it so suffocating and bothersome to speak in english, i mean it's hard you know. unless trashy english then i am pretty good at it hehehehehehe

i mean i have terrible english, writing it feels more okay compared to saying it out loud.

anyuyuyiyiyuyiyuyiyui i have to get my eyes  and ass back to it.

but i don't have nice pictures to put. so maybe it'll have to wait until i find something that clicks.

friends are like potatoes, if you eat them, they die

early holiday for me
wopie woopie wooooop
so all i could say is, 2 months are not and never enough.
i mean i have tons of plans and i don't think i have enough time!

i am spoiling myself with dvds :)
well, of course i should. there are a lot of catching ups to do.
bought Vampire Diaries season 3, gossip girl s5 and skins season 1 to 6. imagine how the hell am going to finish that in 2 months, wait it's not even two months, will be off to singapore this Saturday for 5 days, and then on the 14/15 June off to meet my babies, and on the 20th im off to breathe in the same air well we are breathing the same air, gugh you know what i mean, and i'll only be back on the 29th, which leaves me with like a few days before school.
and i cant possibly use up all my time for this, i have a job. as a fangirl
with the continuous updates, uh uh i ain't complaining, i am loving this cause i can't bare a second without looking at those delicate human beings. ew i am being such a drama queen.
back to the point, I NEED MORE HOLIDAYS. yep. it's just starting and i am already complaining.

and i am thinking that this is just a waste of time
with magazine on one hand, and fanfics waiting up for me, and of course videos and pictures and movies oh God i don't know what to do first.
oh to add in my stress, brought my crappy phone to the hospital, and got a new yet again another crappy phone. my 'a' isn't working, it's unpressable. imagine, why A out of all the alphabets?!?!

and
omg i am using a lot of ands
i made a new blog just because i don't think i can write any more craps, so i am probably just going to upload pictures with little captions, all for the sake of my dying lifeless dslr. should put some care and love towards him, yes i decided that my dslr is a dude. ehehehee i am actually trying to find face cause there are news around saying that canon is going to release a touch screen dslr, omg imagine how awesome is thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! so i have to put my dslr in use to...ya.


looky looky

days when jobros are the trend.
and i used to be a fan.
though i no longer give a shit about them, throwing those out felt sort of depressing. but it has to be thrown away.eventually.

                                            have to go

have a lovely day!

32 days

gooye gooye goooyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 had such a horrible nap in class during amath test. my body ached and my forehead hurts too. i was blown away by the questions. paper 1 was tolerable i guess? fingers crossed i'll pass, even if it is just a   pass pass. and paper 2, IT WAS BEYOND DISGUSTING. i was too shocked to even do it, so yeah i did a  few questions and my brain decided it's time ,to shut down, and my eyes was so heavy,i felt like i was lifting a  10 kg barbell.
so that was pretty much it. stayed till midnight to work my ass off on amaths and guess what. it was useless. but no not really useless, i did more than last year, so that's an improvement i guess.
there's so many hidden meanings here :P

i am still physically and mentally exhausted but i can't waste my precious little time on some dream land, when reality is mucho better now :-) countdown to 32 days!

nah the reason why i don't wanna sleep is because i missed too many stuff and i don't want to be out-dated when it comes to my baby!

and thank you fuckinsocalled 'friend' for showing me that you're just a piece of human excretion and i shouldn't give you a piece of my mind or waste my time for you. hahahaha and here's something to make you happy, you're hilarious.


it was mother's day yesterday, and here's what i got for my beautiful momma.

  and what i got for myself!
  how to say no to pretty pretty notebooks :-(
  i still keep piles of useless notebooks i used to buy when i was younger.
  even barbies and such.

*palms sweating*
still waiting for a 2min kiss :-)

" i pray that something picks me up & set me down in your warm arms " 

being a lazy ass when i should be revising for amath test.

math is so disgusting that the thought of sitting for the test brings disgusting crappy feelings.

and OH i made a wordpress cause i planned to rant there and fangirl there instead but that's just stupid.

if i were to use that blog, i will most probably close this one, wait with no doubt i will close this one, but i can't because i promised myself that i will keep this blog. i will.

it'd be terribly annoying if i keep on fangirl-ing 24/7 on twitter, so i just updated when i am in a super hyper mood or when my mind was literally blown away, or when i can't take it or handle it in anymore.

and after brainstorming, i think it's not going to be annoying if i do it here. 

in the case of twitter, there are people following me, though they are following me not because i asked them to, they came on their own and of course they're free to unfollow me,but you know there are some people who follows you because you know each other or somewhat like that and it'd be bo song to unfollow.

but here, i am in my world, and people can not to visit.

so here goes nothing but

2min fan accounts! 

be prepared to be mind blown!

1. Taemin complained that Minho liked sleeping next to him. Minho replied, “But you always curl up beside me in the middle of the night.” Taemin stayed silent, and the rest of the members sighed.

2. At a fan meet, Minho put his hand under Taemin’s chin, and Taemin did the same thing to Minho. Minho leaned forward, and tried to kiss Taemin, but Taemin backed away, giggling.

3. On a radio show, Taemin, Jonghyun and Onew were talking about “handsome men,” and throughout the discussion, Taemin kept giggling. When asked why, he replied, “I was thinking about Minho-hyung.”

4. Onew and Key once tried to distract Minho when he was talking, but it didn’t work, so they told Taemin to stare at him at a close distance. Minho quickly turned to him, and smiled. Taemin looked away, giggling, and Onew and Key gave each other a high five.

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These are all real, but I unfortunately lost the sources, so I can’t give them to you if any of you ask me for them… :/ via: 2mindaebak

who cares if they're real or not, those just made me fingers curled up!

:) hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

SPEECHLESS

I AM SPEECHLESS

HAHAHAHAHAHA

" his nose too " omg how stupid dorky and cute was that?!?!

i was streaming this interview and as shitty as it already is, they're speaking in Japanese slash Korean, imagine how fucked i was when i couldn't even understand Korean, and now they're already speaking in Japanese somemore.

hahahahaha and i couldn't help but smile and laugh along with them.

i just realized something, Onew always look so expressionless when he tries to focus on the camera and he is forever always trying to hide his big beautiful smile!

and Jonghyun always came out mean, not the type of annoying mean though, he is sort of the mean type of joker and tries to hide a joke with a serious facial expression that is totally made up. 

and for Taemin, what to say. this guy is full of surprises!

he'll come out super quiet, then goofy, or a spoiled baby, and then all maturey maturey, but one thing for sure he is so blur and blunt! hahahahahahaha even the hyungs all became quiet when he's talking, cause they're scared he might be careless with his words. oh my heart can't handle this. and recenlty, he talks a lot, well more than he used to, and i caught his tone. and it's incredibly cute, no doubt! it's like he has his own accent. to be honest, it was sort of unclear and hard to listen to at first, but the more i listen to it the more i am addicted to it. he sounds like he is nervous, and i thought that was the case but Minho recently said that that is how he talks normally. ugh baby baby my baby.

and Minho isn't that talkative and he's always focus, and KEY OH MY DARLING KEY. CAN I BOTTLE UP YOUR LAUGHS.

they're so catchy and wonderful i think i might melt if you were to laugh in front of me.

i should stop saving my posts as drafts.
i have plenty of stuff to talk about, but i don't know whether it is appropriate to say it here.
and i have so many things to rant about, especially after i caught up with the videos, HQ pictures and fan accounts i missed *gasp* i am one satisfied brat.
words can't describe how relieved i am right now. so done with chemistry, emath, geography and crappy biology end of year exams! :) now left with additional math, english and chinese, and bio&chem practical.
wow that's a lot. but oh well, the memorizing memorizing types of exams are over, slept so late these days, and consumed too much carbohydrates and snacks too! i should control the foods i eat, or else i'll keep on expanding.
and a special thank you shout out to all the angel in disguise for helping me and accompanying me these couple of days.
and here's my middle finger to this crappy horrible whore, you disgusting filthy creature. nuff said.

#nowplaying Quasimodo (live), as if the live version but recorded. get it? #whuat
anyways,  5 more days to SHINee SHERLOCK Japan Album,14 more days to SHINee 4th year anniversary, 35 more days and i'll get to see you, and 40 more days we'll be in the same settlement. lolololololol, did i use the word settlement right?

anyways i made up my mind.
i am going to survive another year in Piaget.
and what i have to do right now is find a school i want to get in to and see their requirements. fingers crossed that o level results are not compulsory, i can't imagine studying for o level. omg i'll die before the exam.
uh and i have to take at least a minimum of 6 subjects, mother of God. * pang che sai *
can't wait to throw away my sickeningly thick math, geography, chemistry and biology books!
the big problem now is, i don't even know what to take or what to study. here goes the same problem, every single time.
a lot of people suggested,  Communication. hahahahahaha
because i am talkative. imagine with this kind of standard, how am i suppose to take communication?
google-d for types of communication, and with all words and no pictures or any sign of attractiveness, i closed down all the tabs.
le sigh. it is, for sure, hard to be someone with lack of knowledge, not to mention, academically very poor, and no talents!

MUMBO-JUMBO!

where to start?

so let's see.
i ate so mucho today, i think im going to explode soon.
had such a great breakfast, curry bihun and to add in, dad is back after a week plus in Jakarta. i miss my old guy hehehehe
went to Cambridge, met up with Carissa,Claudia and Vincent to study for geography. so finally understood a chapter of geography! yes just a chapter. i don't even know how i am going to sit for next week's exam! but thank you VINCENT TANOTO YOU'RE THE BEST FATHER, second after my biological father heehee. familyzonefamilyzonefamilyzone!
and so after that we went to Sushi Tei, thank you Philip Ongko for the crazy treats! i forgot when was the last time i ate so much like this. *satisfied smile* contemporary smile :( after stepping on the weighing scale i think i might murder Philip lololololol *facepalm*

oh and went to visit Novie in the hospital today.
poor Novie had to go for surgery this morning because she had appendix!
and i swear the little thing is so gross! fingers crossed she'll be back to normal soon :-)


OKEY HERE'S THE BOMB!
GUESS WHAT
IN 41 DAYS
IN FORTY-ONE DAYS I AM GOING TO MEET
MEET
MEET
OMG EVEN TYPING THIS MAKES ME WANT TO CRY
I AM GOING TO MEET BITNANEUN SHINEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHINEE S H I N DOUBLE EE , YES SHINee
i can't believe it!
i am going to meet adorable squishy clumsy witty, YoungGam, ONEW!
i am going to meet caring mean giggly loud sweet romantic Jonghyun
i am going to meet Key-umma, Diva-Key with explosive aegyo and love!
i am going to meet flaming charisma + master of hyungwhore-ing + master of pervert stare and full of aegyo (too!) MINHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AND
i am going to meet this ugly little ignorant and forgetful guy :P :P :P ugh i am going to meet TAEMIN. mother of God. i am going to meet TAEMIN. LEE TAEMIN for fuck sake this is LEE TAEMIN I AM TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE L DOUBLE E T A E M I N. i don't even know how to describe him.
but the best part of course i am going to meet this shining guys (: as a whole.

i can't imagine touching them. they're so fragile! i don't wanna break them :(
even though i can just see them from a far, it's worth it. i swear i don't care it is going to be worth it.
after dreaming of meeting you guys for like 5 times? i am really going to meet you guys.
my dreamy french boys!

oh holy shit
i have to shut my beloved love down now.
truckloads of studying to do!
i love you dad
i love you mom
even though i am so stupid and useless, you're still so nice and spoiling me like this.
though i may be a brat most of the times, and i don't say this a lot or even at all, but i love you both so much i don't know how to live without both of you (: you're angel in disguise! and ATM in disguise too :P

uh i am in dilemma
i think i am going to change my url to mumbo-jumbo.blogspot.com
(:

in need of a friend to rant about kpop or more specifically SHINee and slash a bit of Jonghun.
that guy is looking so old these days. his wrinkles and heavy eyes, *insert worried wife's face* as his future-wife *insert stern voice* i am getting a bit worried. he's not that old, he is in the 90-liners, and he is already looking that tired and old, i am only willing to get married at around 30! he'd be 37 by then, what will he look like?!?!

i just shed a few gallon of tears as i rewatch the ending of SHINee World Concert and i was also watching a few clips and combined them in my head.
it was so heartbreaking to hear them talk about their trainee days, to make it worse the fact that i don't and won't ever get the chance to know them, as if personally know them, know them FOR REAL. i don't wanna just watch them reading or following some scripts :(
i was also gathering their old videos and facts, and comparing to what they're saying now, it's so different which frustrates me to the bone. as a fan, of course it's a normal thing to-want-to-know everything about your God. right?