a coconut

 " I am like a coconut. Hard on the outside, but sweet on the inside " 

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE :P
anyhow made that up.

anyways *stretch*
this post is dedicated to my ex! bleh :P
Dear Kevin Woo,

hi there,  last year 4th of March 2011 you came to Brastagi, Medan, Indonesia,RIGHT! i bet you dont even remember this place and i bet you dont even remember anything or anyone here :( but that day changed my life! well sort of. anyways the whole point of this post is that..er i want to say HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY :3 i am so fluffy you're gonna die right :') remember i went up to the stage because of the lucky draw thing, and i took picture(s) with you and we made that heart thing which made me smile like an idiot whenever i think of it. you didn't make the heart thing with the second girl :P why is that so?!?! *smile from ear to ear* KEKEKEKE and omg the first night! i was still on my uniform with oily face, gross and yucky hair, chasing and yelling " KEVIN OPPAAAAA " even after i just promised myself not to say such thing as oppa. and i remember waiting in front of your room,  which is coldddddddddddd! :@ but it was okey *aww* cause i get to see a mini you from the outside! hehe and the last day, i chased you from your room to the lobby, and i gave you a flower i picked from nowhere,

):

and then the malaysia fan meeting!
i showed you the gross picture of me looking so perv-ish, i was smiling so big and my eyes dang, it looks like it's going to pop out :P and you immediately made the hand thing AGAIN KIKIKIKIKI :>>>>>>

 ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (:
thank you for picking this out of all the little notes!
thank you for noticing this ugly hand written note!
why didn't i write more neatly :(  but who would ever thought you might pick this out of all theeeeeeeee post-its! :)

 and so sorry for being the yuck-iest fangril alive.
i know i am so bossy annoying ugly and fat, but thank you for making me feel like the only girl in the world :P HAHAHA WHAT AM I SAYING.
and thank you for keeping your promise! by replying my twitter :)

kekekekke you gorgeous little mervin (:
i cant find the picture i took on Korean Music Wave, but oh well, i only saw you from afar. and chances of you noticing me that day is just..zero..so :(
but let's meet again someday!
or maybe in another life? teehee!

from the girl who gave you a  to-my-husband-card :P