HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGHYUN YOU FLUFFY LITTLE PUPPYSAUR, I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! you may be 23, but inside you are just 10+. and i ain't complaining here,you kiddo, i love you just the way you are now. you can cut,dye your hair, wear sack (whuat),go for surgery or anything, i dont care cause what i like most about you is your childish,stubborn,hilarious,mean personalities and the way you giggle or laugh, those voice are the voice i would love to hear for the rest of my life. dramatic and lebay but it's true. your voice is just so catchy and it sent shivers down my spine, in fact my whole big enormous huge body. uh! not to forget, your love for skinship! omg i would be the luckiest and happiest human alive if i were always with you. andddddddddddddddddd i love how affectionate you are, your love or bromance towards key are just too fluffy and real. how you treat Taemin like he is your real brother, how goofy and brotherly-brotherly you are with Minho and how you respect Onew, you are indeed one in a million♥
I hope you are happy and always will be. I hope we gave you enough love and happiness like you've had given us. and i hope it's true that you'll sing for us for the rest of your life.
" for the rest of my life, i'll sing a song for you "
평생 널 위한 노랠 불러 줄게
Pyeongseng noel wihan norael bulleo julge
I should also stop this fanatic,unhealthy fangirl-ing almost twenty four seven thing. but the thing is, i don't know how to stop loving all these beautiful perfect souls.
i memorize their schedule,mostly,shows,and what they said.
which i don't think is any use. plus, i should consider going to the doctor and have a check up on my brain maybe install or replace the memory card inside with a new one or in fact bigger one.
i am barely 15 and i am so, yes please bold the SO, uh i am too forgetful. even if i did remember some things, it's not that right, i guess liking Taemin means getting his forgetful syndrome too? /blame all i want teehee, poor taemin.
this afternoon,i had lunch at Itcho, finished and went to SOGO, suddenly i felt like i lost something, guess what? my phone. i rushed back to Itcho,and when i was there i had that you know those panicky panicky facial expression, i asked the waitress around and that's when i realize my phone was in my pocket the whole time.
omg can't explain how embarass i was, without saying any further, i went out as if nothing happened. *facepalm* and in SOGO, after i paid for my stuff, i just walked without taking my stuff whdweuhfughryuirghiughgqh i dont want to live anymore T____________T
okay, so i suck at words.
and it's actually killing me inside,cause i don't know how to express myself or put my feelings into words.
i need to improve my english, most importantly grammar and then ..vocab.
and it sicken me how stupid and ignorant i am towards literally everything. What disturb me most right now is this phrase " knowing is not intelligence " uh,someone care to explain?
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