13일 금요일

Friday the 13th.
some said it's an unlucky day.
for a friend of mine, it is.
and i sort of blame myself for it. i am so sorry chingu!
uh i am going to sound mean, but i guess today isn't that bad after all!
aside from waiting and actually wasted my two precious hours for nothing, it's a great day for all SHAWOLS around the world!

our shining stars won Music Bank today! and got their trophy and a bouquet of flowers too for last week's win! not to mention the SHINee- EXO interaction which almost made me jump off my seat due to their cuteness and fluffiness! their interactions are beyond adorable! especially Kai(tae)Min! 
how can i not love the SM Family! even though it's crystal clear that SM is going to give their love or full attention to EXO, and SUPER JUNIOR and other sunbaes, i guess from my point of view will take care and be more you know nicer to them, and now taemin isn't the male maknae anymore :( well my baby is a grown man now! he should take a belly good care of his juniors. but still,please take care of our forever young taeminnie.and hyungwhore around them. FAN SERVICE IS THE BEST! especially JongKey. they always know how to make me squeal and make my fingers all curled up. 2min is so dead now, so maybe i'll start shipping KaiMin!
" During the 2nd round of recording Taemin was holding EXO's support balloon screaming "KAI!! KAI!!" "




*clears throat*
recently i made tons of promise to myself!
like for one,
i'll study my ass off for real.
no this ain't some cheap talkzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
cause for once in my life i am pissed for being underestimate.

yes i know i am the dumb idiot stupid ignorant and the lack of knowledge type of person, and it sicken me how and why i am like this. and why i chose to be like this.i mean i didn't choose to be like this, it just happened.
maybe some people are laughing their ass off while reading this, scoffing or whatever you like, but i'll put in effort or i should say more effort, more real effort.
i bet it's going to be hard, as i have a hard time concentrating when it comes to school and avoiding the internet but i have to control myself!