ELAINE CONDITION

my heart : _/\__/\__/\__/\__/\__/\_
after meeting you : _/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\_

how is it possible?
for the first time in my whole entire life my heart beat that fast.
not even SHINee or Ft Island manage to make my heart beat like that.
are you that special?
the fact that you're breathing in the same air or actually room makes me crazy.
YOU
YOU
YOU
FREAKING FILTHY DIRTY UGLY DISGUSTING LIZARD
ALL LIZARDS SHOULD ROT IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who do you think you are, popping in front of me, molesting! raping my stuff, sniffing and stepping on my stufffffffffffffff HUH DO YOU THINK YOU'RE THAT GREAT.
after popping out from nowhere, how dare you disappear just like that!
i should've killed you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you, i don't need your tail, flipping here and there, i want your body, your soul, i want to smash your heads off, poke your eyes out, cut your tongues out, block your nose if you have one, i'll do anything to kill you omg you are the meanest and by far the most annoying thing alive.

today could have been great! :(
ate like a King for breakfast, ate like a King again for lunch and here's a plus for today, bought 10 macaroons and i think i ate about 7 already?
and going to eat like a King again for dinner. and am currently watching Koala Kid, dubbed by Taemin and my heart, my weak fragile heart cannot take it anymore. after meeting that disgusting creature, my heart went numb and weak, listening to taemin's voice *fingers all curled up* GASP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his voice is so mesmerizing! *le sigh*

to be honest
i know i am a bit dramatic
or actually a lot
but my heart is still unstable,HAHAHA
and my tears are going to flow soon
cause the fact that the lizard is still alive is bugging me